Monday 17 October 2011

sometimes you just sit at home and remember the good times. you laugh by yourself with a rediculous smile. then you have that one tear run down your cheek cause all of it changed.

Saturday 1 October 2011

everything it changing now; people are forgetting who they are, everyone wants to fit in and when they finally get the chance too, they leave the people they care about for the people that don't care about them.

Friday 30 September 2011

we keep running after people who least care about us , why don't we just stop , turn around, and see who's running behind us?
where were you when everything was falling apart? all my days were spent by the telephone that never rang all i needed was a call that never came.
Loneliness is always looking for a friend. It found me once and it has been around since then. Loneliness is never waiting by the door it sweeps right through and it will never be ignored. Why, why was I chosen? Why am I left without?
cause if one day you wake up to find that you're missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on earth i could be thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
oh sometimes love is entoxicating
im scared to fall inlove, scared to fall fast, because everytime i fall inlove it never seems to last.
You are going to lose people in your life. And I realize that no matter how much you spent with them, or how much you appreciated them and told them so, it will never seem like it was enough.

Wednesday 28 September 2011

it's like ive learned to become my own best friend and not trust anyone because of all that, and that's not healthy. it's bad.
if someone want to be apart of your life, they'll be there. so don't bother saving a spot for someone who won't  make an effort to stay.
because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself.

Tuesday 27 September 2011

see i just want you to know that you deserve the best your beautiful and i want you to know your far from the usual

Monday 26 September 2011

You know when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales? That fantasy of what your life would be — white dress, prince charming who’d carry you away to a castle on a hill. You’d lie in your bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa clause, the tooth fairy, prince charming — they were so close you could taste them. But eventually you grow up and one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope and faith that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true
this life is what you make it. no matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. but the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. but just remember; some come, some go. the ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. dont let go of them. also remember that sisters make the best friends in the world. as for lovers, well they come and go too. and babe, i hate to say it, most of them, actually, pretty much all of them, are going to break your heart. but you cant give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. you'll never find that half the makes you whole and that goes for everything. just because you fail once, doesnt mean you'll fail at everything. keep trying, hold on, and always always always believe in yourself, because if you dont, then who will, sweetie? so keep your head up, keep your chin high, and most importantly keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing & there's so much more to smile about -
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life
this life is what you make it. no matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. but the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. but just remember; some come, some go. the ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. dont let go of them. also remember that sisters make the best friends in the world. as for lovers, well they come and go too. and babe, i hate to say it, most of them, actually, pretty much all of them, are going to break your heart. but you cant give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. you'll never find that half the makes you whole and that goes for everything. just because you fail once, doesnt mean you'll fail at everything. keep trying, hold on, and always always always believe in yourself, because if you dont, then who will, sweetie? so keep your head up, keep your chin high, and most importantly keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing & there's so much more to smile about
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You're there for your best friend at 3 a.m. , and the next day they don't pick up their phone. You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you. You give someone your time, and they give you "Sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone everything, and they're just walking away with it
and i just ran out of bandaids i don't even know where to start cuz you can't bandage the damage you never really can fix a heart.
it's almost like you had it planned. like you smiled and shook my hand and said " i'm about you screw you over"
no one can change a person, but a person can be the reason someone changes.
ah yes, the past can hurt, but the way i see it , you can either run from it or learn from it.
it may seem as the hardest thing to do, but you have to forget the guy who forgot about you.
the truth is, i gave my heart away along time ago, my hole heart, and i never really got it back.
we survive by remembering , but sometimes we survive by forgetting.
never make somebody your everything, cause when they're gone you've got nothing.
holding back of tears doesn't necessarily mean that everything is alright. it's just that there's no point letting them out . because no one would ever understand how you feel.